I still haven’t been fired from my job. Last week I had an online meeting with my chef and a lady from HR. I am on sick leave for a few weeks now. The goal of the meeting was that I would decide whether I wanted to stay with the company or not.
All I could tell them, was that I had no idea what I wanted. I feel burnt up. That I was in no condition to think clear and make proper decisions. Surprisingly, the HR lady suggested I’d try to get some counceling. Maybe it would help. She would help arrange an appointment with a therapist asap. And fair enough, I blinked my eyes and will have my first consult with a therapist somewhere next week.
My boyfriend is such a sweetheart through all of it. He tells me to take it easy and to not force anything. If I want to play Sims 4 all day or watch TV it’s all good to him. It’s basically what I’ve been doing most of the time during my sick leave.
Speaking of watching TV. Anyone seen the Miniseries / documentary The secrets of Hillsong? I just binged the entire series today. Highly recommend watching it. Some “secrets” revealed in the series were actually not that secret to me. But it’s a good watch.
It reminded me of all the other “great” churches I’ve seen throughout my day. Money driven, power hungry and thriving on the fear and weaknesses of the blinded sheeples. I’m so fed up with religion and with churches.
I’m so fed up with a lot of things. To be honest.
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